I think that God gave me this gift as a reward for my determined behavior. All through life I had never change my goal, never went awry. I had always wanted to be a spider, nothing else. Teacher's found it strange that I would stray away from the generic answers, such as "a firefighter, a pilot, a doctor" when asked what I wanted to be when I grew up. But it's only weird because thats the antithesis of what America is all about- conformity.